Ahhh. What a week. Sittin here now at Jon Sibugs after a long week, kinda tired, not looking forward to tomorrow but that’s the way it goes. This week I’ll be workin 6 days, hopefully somewhere around 52-55 hours, even though it’s hard labor I like the extra dough and for this season I’ll work what I got too. I do look forward to the days when I’m in a field that I enjoy. Currently I am in the process of renewing my real estate license, hopefully my time away from the market has developed a better work ethic.
Last week I was watching some old DVDs from theWell and miss the moments where I was helping lead a ministry, communicating, doing announcements, just being in the thick of it. Have I been so focused on work that I have made myself unavailable? What does the next season look like in my life? How do I re-engage in that this season? How do I deal with fatigue? Will I find a new means of provision to walk out the call or is this my lot for another season?
At the end of the day, I’m having faith for more.